caronsheart

Raised in Hawaii...in my youth had the typical love of sports and the pacific ocean comes with the territory. Successful from the outside, with work, abilities, shape, etc....but could crash at any moment if change rocked my world, or if you saw me from the inside. Maybe it's typical or not, but I think those who "look" outwardly together..and outwardly strong....are really those who are sensitive and maybe holding alot of fear. I may be wrong, but that is how I was...drowing in fear....and holding it all together by what I was accomplishing in my outward world.  

Driven to a fork in my road, realized Jesus was there the whole time, but now I found Him. He was not lost...I was..but now I am found. Trusting in a new way of life, ventured to leave my element and life in Hawaii and persued a journey in marriage and motherhood and living in NC.

Change of lifestyle and the fact of growing up and age causes you to grow and look inward. Leaving the foolishness of seeing things the same way, made me take a step back and truly investigate my true self....the "Caron" within. My sharing and transparency is to enable my healing and hoping it helps others also in the process. It's a priviledge to be here in this hub community! :>)